Time- Ayana

I'M BACK!!!!

Hiya guys, did you even notice my absence? I hope so, otherwise I would be unloved and I do not like feeling unloved. It feels so... so... so unloving! So hopefully, I am loved and am welcomed back lovingly. Why am I gone? I had some complications that I would rather not tell the world about.

So hmmm... my subject for today? I have to think it's kind of early. How about how fast time goes by or how by a matter of a second, everything can change? Yeah, that sounds good to me.

So, I don't know about you but personally, I love life. I'm not suicidal or depressed which is an extremely good thing. (Random thought: My stomach hurts, I'm kind of hungry. Maybe I should eat breakfast, but I'm not sure if anyone is awake in my house. Hmmm...) Although, some people think I'm anorexic, and trust me, I'm not. I can't imagine starving myself or anything (and just because I am not eating breakfast right at this second does not mean I'm anorexic!!) I actually eat more than my friends do, or just as much at least. And they always call themselves "fat", they are not fat.

But you just have to spend every second you are allotted with the people you love, making the best memories ever. A small, un-tragic example would be at our seventh grade field trip last year, we were all talking and laughing and Bailey and Russell were racing. Next thing we knew we heard a scream and Bailey hurt her eye and it looked really gross.

But trust me, I can give you some very tragic examples as well. Like not too long ago, the third of August. My best friend (Annie's) Aunt died. She had an aneurysm a few days before, but they thought they got her to the hospitable just in time and we thought she would be home soon, in two weeks later the doctors said.

But then, her brain started swelling. They tried to stop it but they couldn't. Rest in peace, Becky, we'll love you forever.

Some more examples? My best friend (Annie again) her father died May 16, 2006 of a heat attack or stroke. My biological father who I had never met but planned on meeting him died March 21, 2005.

(Random thought: Hey look my dad just went to work. *amazed* )

And Annie's family sure has been through a lot, besides her aunt and her father in the last four years her family has also lost Annie's grandmother and Annie's uncle. She's one of the strongest person I know. I feel so bad for her family, of course I have been through a lot as well, but who hasn't? Seriously. There's not a competition or something for: I have it worse than you.

What about those starving children in Africa?! They don't care who has it worse! They don't even have salt or pepper. Can't you just see African kids all lined up saying, "Where's my salt and pepper?" (Heehee inside joke.)

So this seems long and I'll wrap it up.

L for Love-- Ayana

P.S. Ugh stupid spell chack... I DID NOT SPELL MY NAME WRONG!! Gosh, didn't I learn that in preschool? Actually, I think I knew how to spell my name before preschool, but both my names (first and last) are utterly unpronounceable. =/ But I love my name!